| ok so i thought i'd just apologise one last time.
i have decided i am going to continue with my story cuz i've gotten this far and it needs to be finished.
i didn't put any of you in it because i wasn't sure how you would feel
about that so if you would like to be in it, either as yourself or have
a character based on you then let me know.
thank you guys for being there for me.
i really do love you all, and feelings that mckenzie had for you were my true feelings.
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| Fairytale:
Once upon a time a girl had a very very very bad secret. And she knew she couldn't tell ANYONE, or they would hate her. Once upon a time a long time before today she started writing a story much like this one. It was basically about her, or who she wanted to, and wished she could be. The main character in her story's name was Jaxon. Jaxon was just like the girl except prettier, had more piercings, and was way more outgoing. Jaxon had a brother who was exactly what the girl would be if she was a guy. So this long time ago the girl had severe writers block and so she made a xanga for her character so she could help develop the character. Like if she wrote in the xanga everyday then that would be one more piece to add to her story. Writing in the new xanga became like an escape for her. if she had a hard day or if something didn't go her way she could sit down and type it out the way she would have liked it, or she could rant about the problem without anyone knowing it was actually her who was upset about it. it actually really helped her work through a lot of her problems. now her story developed and she was having fun with her xanga, and not many people read it... there were maybe two or three people that regularly commented so she made another one so she would get more comments. the other one was Jaxon's brother. but the girl made a huge mistake she fell in love with her character. she really wanted to be him. she made some really good friends through him and even managed to fall in love with someone through him. she didn't mean to but after she did she grew to love them so much she couldn't bear to let them down or worse yet to have them hate her. and even more she even became him online when she talk to people through him she really was McKenzie. she even has a hard time realizing that he's not real. shes in denial because if she really was him then she would get to keep everything just the way it is. because... because her and kenzie have one thing in common, they hate seeing people upset, they can't stand to dissapoint people and they crave attention. all kenzie good points... they were hers first... and all his weak points as well. they are almost the same person aside from the gender, sexual orientation and family life for the most part.
i'm so sorry, i hope you forgive me. because i don't know what i would do with myself if you didn't. you probably all think i'm crazy...
i was gonna tell you eventually. when i was done with my story. i know mckenzie told you that if you kept in touch he would eventually tell you his deepest drakest secret. and i really meant it. but now i don't even know if i can bring myself to finish it... |
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| i've decided to take a break.
no more xanga.
no more aim.
if its important i have myspace.
but i just need a break.
i need to focus on real life. |
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| myspace?
uh huh!
as of yesterday.
add me... www.myspace.com/IxMxAxfoolx4xU
and leave me comments cuz i'll lub you forever!!!!!!!!!!
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